So I went off the deep end….. A touch.
Turns out my self-control needs some
testing...
I am a true addict at heart. I just swap one addiction for another
and right now my life is without an obsession. Turns out that is a bad place
for me to be.
So what did I do today?
I decided tomorrow I need to swap my
addictions to a new challenge. I want to be in the best shape of my life. I
learned one very important thing when I came back from South America. It might
seem obvious to some, but to me it really is a game changer. I have a problem
with alcohol.
It’s not the classic AA sort of thing. I can control my drinking
if I want to, the problem is I don’t want to. More than anything what I have
realized is the best shape of my life was acquired while I wasn’t drinking. I
love alcohol and I LOVE wine, but the problem is when I tie one on, I do it proper.
I’m not sure if I’m going to be able
to stop, does that make me an alcoholic?
But I reckon it’s time. Now that my
neck/back only hurts 65% of the time. I’m so tired of it, the pain that is. I WANT to be fit and healthy.
There are just no
calories left for alcohol if I’m going to do this right. I took before photos.
Let’s see how this goes. I want to shape up because within two years from now I
want to attend a 3 month surf camp in Straya…
my life does have goals, they are
just different from yours..
